A Mile Behind The Smile

A mile behind the smile…all is said in the statement. You go a long way, before the happiness is achieved. Yep, that’s me. But who knows if the happiness is real…maybe the smile is fake. Maybe, its just not there yet. I mean I should have the realest smile you’ve ever seen, because I have everything. I mean when you have God, you have everything. God is everything. But the way you choose to live determines your happiness. Sometimes I have the ice-cream, but I choose the wrong topping... That’s not going to satisfy me. I’d cry. See, sometimes I know what the right choice is, but for me, I like to test the waters a little bit, not knowing that that test can become the biggest exam of my life. Waters become waterfalls. Waterfalls become a storm. I have to find my way out. In finding my way out…I forget that the only route that I need is ‘the way, the truth and the life’. Twists and turns. Getting lost. Not understanding the map route of the purpose of my life. Heck, I can’t even drive yet, so I gotta long way to go.

So I’m standing by the pavement of life. Watching the cars go by. Not knowing where to go, while I stand and watch them go by, wishing I was in that driver’s seat. But no…I have to work harder. It’s true. Life ain’t easy. Easy ain’t life. There’s gonna be diversions, there’s gonna be traffic lights, there’s gonna be congestion charges. All of the above. Just gotta make it init. There is a smile at the end of the mile. It’s just waiting to be worn…