To Cry?

This is how I feel right now:

Shall I invite the tears?
The tears that build up in my heart.
The tears that build a well of pain.
The tears that make me wonder why.
Shall I embrace the tears?
The tears that you purposely place within me.
The tears that will fall, like the friendship we once had.
The tears that will never be taken into account.
Shall I live with the tears?
The tears that I have to carry on my own.
The tears that I thought will taste of joy.
The tears that really only understand me.
Shall I finally cry?
For you to hear my burden,
For you to share my weakness,
For you to tell me ‘it will be ok’
I think it’ll be better if I just cry.